| wow.. so i haven't been on xanga for over a year, i was actually pretty shocked at the fact that i still remembered my password. I slept at 8 in the morning just because i was looking through previous entries of mine. From June of '02 to Oct of '06 wow.
I really want to go trick or treating. hmm..:)
Throughout this past year, I've learned so much through hardships with my friends, my boyfriend, and my family. A couple of days ago, I went to the cemetery to visit a friend's grave; he passed away last year. I didn't go to his funeral because I didn't think I could handle it..I was scared and I couldn't believe it. After it was exactly one year after he died, I went to go visit him. I seriously did not think that I would burst out in tears and made me realize that i truly regret wanting a person's death. This certain person was a pretty close friend of mine..then things changed. Everyday I'd think I wouldn't care if that person died or not. But I've come to think of it as a test in my life. Me, as a person should not wish death upon people. Who am I to have had horrible thoughts like that? But yeah, that has been on my mind since the 26th...
Many things have changed and so have people, but that's life. There's no point in lingering in the past when what I should be doing is concentrating on the present and looking forward to the future.
-update on what's happened since October 27, 2006 (not in chronological order)
-quit starbucks
-still have an awesome boyfriend
-have a nephew- Tristan Xong (July 26, 2007)
-got a new car
-play poker
-go to perimeter
I enjoy life and I'm still in the process of trying to cherish every person and every moment I have with my friends. Cherish everything in life. :)
I love my boyfriend, my family, and my friends...I wouldn't want it any other way. :D
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R.I.P. Daniel Lee. September 11, 1988 - October 26, 2006. you are loved. you are missed. you will be remembered. |
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